On This Day

On this day one year ago I was working in Jackson, MS at a large faciity. It had been a while, over one year since I had worked as a RN. It felt great to get up early and do thinking on my drives to and from work. I was feeling independed, more mobile, had a boyfriend - we were serious). I thought things were going great. The BOOM, big fall happened to me (not literally) but I feel rock bottom with my MS, My independence, the kids were affected some, and so was my relationship.

"Never Did I Think..."

That I would find the strength to pull myself up and slowly climb up to where I needed to be: Positively Influenced by many, many wonderful people: My Mother, My Boys, Amanda& her family, Aunt Lynn. Austin, Kristi, and all of those here onFB who I have known and just met, and with the Multiple Sclerosis Society.


The prayers have wonders for me and it felt so wonderful knwoing that there are people who think of me and who I think of often. My MS has become my friend and I even talk to it daily. We work together as a team to make each day worth living, we make our days count. I have worked on my relationships with other, been writing on my book and just submitted a book tonight!! (crossingxfingers and praying :) I now have SSDI and so relieved that I can help out with expenses. I do what I can around the house. Mother and i are so very close :D Mark and I get along and Nathan comes to visit me often. Even my exbf hs come back for another chance. Many don't agree with me giving him one, but I care and I am drawn to him and feel we have a special bond. I feel this is the right decision for me.